Bitter sweet. An amazing journey through the walk of a dedicated, God fearing, Jesus loving follower. I'm an average spoiled American. Learning about China through brother Yun's words made me feel blessed I was born in America. The only disappointment was hearing how the author sees western Christianity. I feel God has not made all his Children to be full time missionaries but he has made us all to share the love of Jesus through the gifts and careers he has chosen for each of us. He has also blessed those with jobs to financially support those who can endure the many challenges of those called to be missionaries.